Tomorrow.

Tomorrow, or today in a few hours, we have an appointment with the new pediatric neurologist. I’m so nervous. I can’t sleep. The last time we saw a neurologist for our monkey it was heartbreaking. I don’t think much will be accomplished in this meeting. I mean, how much more can one do? But we…

To Be Loved.

 I went to Walmart the other night with my monkey and my parents. (Note: I do not make these kinds of trips lightly.  However, since my parents were with me, I figured three adults can take care of one toddler.) That entire  day the monkey did not want to eat.  He just wanted to play and play.  While…

The other non–autistic child in our home

The other non – autistic child in our home is our teenage daughter that came to us 2 years after we first got married. I was 22 when she arrived and I can still feel her existence in my arms when I first held her.  That is something I will always treasure.  She started off…